Sudden EMO

I have no idea why i'm so emo today..
Yar, i noe, STPM results is release today. Although i'm not the one who took the examination last year.
Hehe..my sis took it.. Erm...not bad not bad her results. She scored wt flying colours. BRAVO!!!!!!
Im proud of her. However, i wish tat i can do much more better..LOL

After i saw the seniors result, i was shock where there is one of them who achieved 4's..Pretty smart, brilliant minded. I'm totally salute. Congretz...applause

Next, in the afternoon, i had my MUET class. My teacher FORCED us to write an essay entitle "If I were given a chance to become a leader in a country, what should I do to built a better country". Seriously, i'm stunned. I have no idea in my mind..NO!! NOTHING!! Everything is blank. Then, i had headache, as if my brain cells ask me to STOP doing that essay. I have no choice. I have to finish it by 3.05pm. Eventually, i did it although i wrote a piece of shit. Oh, i should say it worse than a shit.

After school rang, every1 went back. I drove my car and i speed it very fast. Saja je nak release stress ( dun ever try, coz it may cause fatal..CHOI!!!!!!)

About 15mins later, i reached home. I parked my car at garage. Then, i slowly walked into my dining room. My grandma asked me what i wanted to eat. I replied her wt a very very ill-mannered. Grandma, im sincerely apologise to you...Sorry popo

Life would be dull without some stress

YEAH...this phrase was really really good and suitable for everyone especially myself.
Stress can actually push someone to work for it. The best example is what i had went thru. I'm not an industrious person, hardworking, smart and etc.. What i love to enjoy the most is to hang out wt my friends. Talk..play..shopping..chatting. However, when examinations is around the corner, i'll suffer under all kinds of stress. Struggling, freak out, headache,stay unconsciously...bla..bla...bla...

Aha!! This is the time for me to start studying... Under these unnecessary pressure, stress appear. The sense of anti book had appeared too... OMG... How can this happen to me???

On the other hand, when we look the 'evil' stress in a positive way, it actually motivate us to do something tat we scare to start. The first step to move, is the first sign of success. I'm in total agreement.